He will never love me the way he loved her, but I do believe he loves me in some way that I am still grateful for.
I think I’m a little heart broken right now. Maybe just broken. He’s tearing me apart and I don’t understand why.
I am pissed the fuck off right now. Fucking murderous. Fuck.
Maybe I’m not as happy as I tell myself that I am.
I’m trying to study. I wanna be a good person. I really am trying to do this but I can’t I just can’t this isn’t doable it doesn’t exist it can’t happen it’s impossible WHAT IS WILL POWER
Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
Getting real tired of getting my hopes up for nothing.
I really need somebody… Just tell me you’re that somebody.
What’s the point in trying anymore?
♎ Libra: Although Libra seeks a lifestyle of tranquility, when they are out of equilibrium their mood swings can be intense. Librans are prone to random outbursts of rage (probably thanks to repressed emotions) and will one day get worked up about something they ignored the day before. A frustrated Libra can be spiteful and vacillating.
I can’t tell if you’re just oblivious or don’t care.
Honestly I just miss the way your eyes used to look down on me. The way I could always feel your attention on me… Without having to look over at you to know you were still locked on me. I miss the way you used to make me feel like I mattered to you. I miss not having to second guess if you still care about me. I miss being wanted by you. I miss feeling loved, because I’m just so empty now.